My self seeking heart
How you stray
From true love
I fear dependency
Yet it makes me a slave to defeat
My weakness is the master
When I run away from thee
How gently you call to me
Never rushing my quaking heart
And my quick feet
Why cant’t I trust you
Why do I challenge your consistency
Show me love
Take this empty life
Take it all, For I am breaking
It came rushing all at once
Fast moving
Moments just moments
High- lighted from my past
As they came I felt
The same as I did before
They keep saying move on
Let it all go
Forgive and forget
But when life marks you
Do you forget?
Do you let go?
Or do you remember?
So you keep the knowledge
That you aren’t the same
You grew, You Changed
You became more than they believed you could
So never forget
Remember the glory and pain
And be remade
I remember, I remember
All of it
Every touch, Every sweet phrase
I remember, I remember
Each promise changed me
you were different, but altogether the same
I remember the crushing pain
knowing I wouldn’t be the same
You would stay with me always
I want to hate you
I want to blame you
But all I can do is thank you
Because I remember, I remember
How it feels
nothing can be less
I got a taste and now I know
and i’m changed
I want to hate you
but instead I thank you
Always
Because I remember, I remember
All of it
Wild Darling 